She holds her breath and counts to ten!

Her face gleaming with rays of light drawn from the window, the shadows of her curtain carelessly fallen on to her feet, slowly moving across her thighs and grasping her whole body. Just like as if they were caressing her. She lay frozen for those few minutes thinking what happened last night.

With a blink she gazed at the tiny specs of dust floating in air above her. Entwined with each other.. So free.. So in love with the easiness .. floating in their own weight. the entire dust was dancing above her.How she wished it was her.

It was the emptiness that filled in her chest, the clench of a beast down her throat. She crippled and flipped herself to the other side. Without giving much thought to it she gazed back at the dust's. For a while she thought it was OK. Only if the time would seal itself to such a perfect time where everything was in balance. To a moment where you do not have to think, a moment where you could just lay your eyes open and feel nothing. A place where you would not wish that you could go back and change what happened. No regrets.

If ONLY there was such a place like that.

In agony she shut her eyes. Squeezing her eye lids so hard together that a tear rolled town her cheek... She could feel the cold drop of salt running down her face awakening her senses. Her  muscles started to starve, stretching her from one end to another.

Suddenly she opened her eyes, grasping for air. Her chest inflated with emptiness expanded and she felt a rush of heat satisfying herself within.

She realized____________ the feeling that comes after fighting with someone u love is much more painful than running out of air to breathe.