YOU CANT STOP ME

There's no means to these pieces any more
I'm picking myself  up
Dusting myself over
Yeah I'm growing stronger !

And I'm gonna fight till my last breath till i find another reason to live by :)

Do you think that just because I'm alone it means I'm lonely! Well guess again ? Cause Im NOT .
Its  gonna be just me myself and I . Think you left me broken down ? Baby you don't know me cause your dead wrong. I have started dreaming in color's again.No more black and white. No more miss nice.No more confusion with the past

I'm gonna stand tall and strong.I'm gonna walk forward with this !

taken last night

MAYBE SOMEDAY

Our memories are slowly fading away , and all that's left now is the fights and the endless arguments, your text messages and those few miss calls every now and then.

I'm not afraid to feel the pain .. so unhappy
So what if it hurts?

I try my best to keep them with me , i go through our pictures and the videos but im a open book instead. Im falling apart .Im holding on tightly , i just don't want to let it go.But i can feel that im slowly losing the grip.

I don't care all the pain in front of me I just want to be happy.

But now the pain is the only thing that's left and it helps me sleep every night. Maybe it will stop one day.Maybe one day  there will be and end to the endless screams in my sleep and the wet pillow i wake up to every morning.

Maybe one day i can find my peace and let my guard down !

| What cant kill me only makes me stronger

Its was not until today that it hit me .. Its really over

I didn't touch my hard since we broke up and here i am tonight . Going through our folder it made me realize its not the same anymore .. that all good things come to an end


But i keep reminding myself constantly that maybe its for the best. Maybe there's even something even better in store for me

That there's a reason why i ended it..

It pains .. and im willing to bear it | what cant kill me only makes me stronger

Moments

Remember the first time you took me out for ice cream ?

I went Male' for my semester holidays .. and at that time my mom didin't allow me to go out that late, so we decided to go in the evening  .. I was wearing full black .. Cause you thought i looked sexy in it.. I used to get so pretty when ever you came to see me .. But never too much .. cause you thought i looked best when Im at my simplest !

You came to pick me up on your motor cycle. You were wearing black too. I came down, closed the door behind me and there you were... smiling at me. I got behind you .. and we rode off .

It wasn't long when it started raining and you stopped to the nearest shade you could find.Oh ! I was so worried that the rain would ruin my hair .. ehehhe
But then i thought .. what the hack? .. I love the rain .. and i love you ..so why should i be so hesitant? And so i told you "lets go! It will be fun :) "

So we got into the cyc and rode off. I asked you to ride slow. Cause I was enjoying the two things that i loved doing the most.

Being with you and feeling the rain.. It was beautiful !
When the rain blew on my face i could feel the whole sky with me .. Even in that cold weathr I could feel your warmth as i hugged you.I could be like that riding with you  even for a million years ..

Finally we got there .. you took me to seagull and i remember people staring at us. We were dripping and freezing .. yet still we had ice cream .. That was lovely

Well its raining today.. and i remember ..
I guess im just having one of those moments : /

Back To Gym :D

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Nature Of Srilanka | Ravana Falls

The 25m-high Ravana Falls cascades from an oval-shaped concave rock outcrop. In the dry season, the flow of water is markedly reduced, whereas rain turns the fall into what is said to resemble an areca flower with withering petals.

We (mum , dad & I ) made a trip there last month and the view was breathtaking ! We made an effort to climb up so high , got soaked up with a bit of bruises but it was all worth it . All in all it was a Great trip :)
You should try it !

Mum & Dad