MAYBE SOMEDAY

Our memories are slowly fading away , and all that's left now is the fights and the endless arguments, your text messages and those few miss calls every now and then.

I'm not afraid to feel the pain .. so unhappy
So what if it hurts?

I try my best to keep them with me , i go through our pictures and the videos but im a open book instead. Im falling apart .Im holding on tightly , i just don't want to let it go.But i can feel that im slowly losing the grip.

I don't care all the pain in front of me I just want to be happy.

But now the pain is the only thing that's left and it helps me sleep every night. Maybe it will stop one day.Maybe one day  there will be and end to the endless screams in my sleep and the wet pillow i wake up to every morning.

Maybe one day i can find my peace and let my guard down !