Put your arms around me and Hold ..

I have died every day waiting for you.. I believed you ll be there in time, watching you stand still.
Diminishing everything in me, standing in front of me .. Waiting for you to take one step closer.

One step closer .. and you could have saved me

I have grown too weak to fall back into that ground, taring me apart.
It took so long to come back, just to feel alright. Took me a thousand years to light back  my room.

wishing you would come around but you were knocking me off the ground from the very beginning. I cant decide weather u left me drowning or in death. The agony that never stops . The suffocation that i cant seem to reach back to air.

I hope someone catches me because I'm already falling.